the gurl..and her rainbow colored life...

2005-10-06T22:43:00.000-07:00

i feel so tired and so weak..
i've been preoccupied with a lot of things lately..
things that pressured me..
school stuffs..
grades..
games..
myself..
hay..hirap ng buhay talaga..
everythngs seems to be a routine nlng..
wlang kakaiba,wlang special,wlang magic..
(naghanap pa daw ba)
seriously..i feel so plain..
as in, define plain un ako..
simple lng naman..pero plain lng talaga..
ang daming bagay kong gustong gawin..
ung iba kailangan ko ng gawin,hindi ko magawa..
at ung iba dapat ko ng gawin,ang problema ayaw kong gawin..
siguro iniicip mo naloloka na ako sa mga sinsabi ko..
maari nga..hehe..
nakakaloka buhay ko..
sa totoo lng hirap na hirap nko..
gusto kong mglaho ng parang bula..
hay naku..
o sya cge na..
paalam..

feel like givin' up

2005-09-30T07:14:00.000-07:00

..hay hirap talaga..
parang gusto ko ng mag giv up..
ang daming commitments sa maraming bagay..
na i feel so guilty kce parang i cnt seem to balance them..
ok lng lng kung may isang nageexcel..
kso parang lhat kulang ang binibigay ko..
pressured with a lot of things..
hay naku..
help..
i knw i failed at sumthing..hirap talaga..
buti nlng i have the pipol hu luvs me..na pinaparamdam nila na andyan parin sila for me..
aun sa knila lng ako kumukuha ng lakas, at ngiti sa mukha ko..hehe..
i want to have some rest as soon as matapos ang lahat ng pinagkakabusihan ko..
i knw God will help me with this..

2005-09-25T23:53:00.000-07:00

hay..im soooo tired..
i jst came home from an out-of-town work!
we've been busy doin our community diagnosis..its like the so called thesis, or watever u wanna call it..crap! its very tiring! we've been working on the draft since saturday and we havn't finished it yet til this evening..
Hay nku,tapos sabay sabay pa halos lahat sa mga requirements..parang ndi ko na kaya..napapagod nako..at eto pa,alam mo kung saan ko nabaling ang lahat ng pagod at pressure na ito? hay naku sa pagkain!! kain ng kain ng kain! ndi ko na alam kung ano na..basta masarap kumain..i knw i gained weight again!
Life talga..ang daming sacrifices..sana lng sa huli nito e may magandang resulta..at pagkatapos ng ka busihang ito,e magkaroon ako ng tym para sa sarili kong buhay at sa pinakamamahal ko! miss ko na xa..

awwwhh

2005-09-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

it's really touchy wen sum1 you love does you a favor..
lyk waking up early in the morning for you..
hay nku,wla lng..bait lng kce,masaya pag ung sinsbi ng isang tao,pinangangatawanan nya..
that's my man!
hehe..pag nakikita ko ung mga poster na ginawa nya,napapangiti nlng ako,kce effort nya un..
i was surprised dat day..dami nangyari..
msaya na sana kso later that afternoon i got hit by my team8's elbow on my face during practice..
hay ang basketball..that's the first tym na nasaktan ako after almost 2 yrs of playing ball..
i got hit at the left side of my lip..ang panget! sobrang bleeding dat tym..mdyo ngswell pa..i cried, coz i thought i lost my tooth,im wearing braces pa kce kya over sa bleeding..ang panget tlga..it really hurts..aun..ice ice xempre..cry baby nanaman daw ako..
sakto pagdating ng baby ko, may pasalubong na box of gonuts donuts..hehe at least nahimasmasana ako..gonuts un e..joke lng..xempre dumating na xa kaya medyo na relieve ung pain..hay..kya ngyon 3 days na,pagaling na ung singaw pero medyo may maliit na bruise sa outer part lip..ang pangtet tlga..para akong may mole..nakakainis..pero pawala na rin kya ok na ulit siguro by next week..
hay buhay nakakapagod kce ang dami kong gingawa..ang daming requirements..pero petiks parin ako..ano na ba nangyayari sakin!!! hay nku..tapos finals pa..may cdx pa na kailanagan tapusin..may mga research pa..hay naku..nauubos na ako..
pagod pagod parati..

2005-09-20T13:27:00.000-07:00

things were fine..
Lady Generals Basketball team gunning for 3rd place @ the WNCAA..
Generals Men's Basketball team @ the number 1 spot @ the UCAA..
diba ang ganda..
aun so far so good naman dito sa buhay buhay..
i am very thankful of wat God has been giving me..dami nyang magagandang gingawa..khit ung mga bagy na ndi ko pa hinihingi..hay Lord bait mo talaga..
malapit ng matapos season namen..wish ko lng mgaing maganada din ang grades ko sa academics..hirap kce talaga sabay sabya pa..salamat sa mga tulong ng mga klasm8 ko..aral aral..lapit na finals..pagatapos nun,ang dami ko ng freetym..mapagbibigyan ko na din ang mga taong napaghintay ko na makasama..hay namiss ko na sila..
aun wla lng..napadaan lng..

*peaceout*

punta tayo dito?

2005-09-14T09:19:00.000-07:00

yes..just like any kid..i want to go here! wla lng..para magsaya..makikita ko sina mickey at minnie mouse..at mga disney characters..hehehe..

napadaan lng

2005-09-14T09:03:00.000-07:00

busy mxado..
school works..
basketball and stuff..
wla lang i jst wish i cud go back blogging soon..

according to the the stars...

2005-09-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

ON ME
The Bottom Line
Some see everything in a negative way. Your creativity gives you brighter visions.
In Detail
Love can be a tricky business, especially when it makes you lose all sense of perspective. While it's important to forgive and forget, it's equally as important to notice reoccurring patterns or unhealthy interactions that reoccur in this relationship. Older partnerships are especially affected by this influence, so keep your eye peeled. It's a good idea to tackle issues when they come up instead of sitting and fuming about them.

ON US
It's hard to have perspective regarding someone you care about, but you both need a big dose of it. If one of you has an issue with something the other is doing, don't get caught up in a big, confusing dance of dissent. Take some time and think about what, exactly, you're objecting to. Does it have more to do with yourself than the mistake you think your friend is making? Hmmm. That's some interesting food for thought. Make sure you digest it thoroughly before speaking your mind.

Love and Ball

2005-09-11T19:35:00.000-07:00

FAn's Day daw?

tyrd agen..

2005-09-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

wla lng..kakapagod buhay buhay..
dami nangyari,dami din kwento..masya malunkot..
hehe..
wlalng..

winning..

2005-09-04T19:57:00.000-07:00

sept. 3..
i was supposed to take a terminal exam for my duty at the lying in..
surprisingly i came very early and just in time for am assist in the delivery room..sum1s on labor..
well thanks to my groupmates,they were very nice to me..and lend me a scrub suit..
i assisted in the delivery and after an hour i rush to my basketball practrice..early that morning..
then, i met my friends, lucy, gel and mary..we went to dlsu-d to catch the basketball game of our lovies..hehe..the hul bus trip to dasma was full of kwentos..non stop..hehe..we arrived just on time..aun, ang saya..they won against dlsu-d..den trip back to manila was very nice too..
i had tym with him..gnun lng..simple lng kme e..baby ko talaga..hehe..
i love you..

then knina..we had a game against LCCM..hehehe..nanalo kme..xempre masya..
kso ndi mxado..ginawa akong first five ni kots ko..nagulata tlga ako...ndi ako sanay..aun ok lng naman..sayang..wla lng..hehe..ok lng..not bad for my first tym..nyehehe..sna nxt tym mas mgnda mapakita ko..2-3 na kme..nxt game st.scho..babawi talaga ang Lady generals sa mga scions!!! hahaha...

days pass me by..

2005-08-30T21:44:00.000-07:00

...yah, im 19..another year has cme..
grabe tanda ko na,ang bilis ng panahon,naalala ko pa dati totomboy tomboy pa ko..sa kilos at sa pananamit..hehehe..way back in high school..batang bata pa ko nun..hanggang ngyon nga yata batng icip parin ako paminsan..pag umuulan naman,may pagkatanga daw.,.hehe..
i dnt knw wat can i say about my emotions ryt now..happy-sad-happy-sad..ganun siguro,parang seesaw..nung birthday ko na nga lang..nung may araw pa masaya,tapos nung paubog na ang arw..lunkot at luha naman..i guess ganun talaga..balance of nature..kailangan ndi lagi masya..
naiinis ako..ang taba taba ko na talga..accrdng sa mga tao sa paligid ko..malapad na daw ako..
nakakaintimidate,nakakainsecure,nakakaconscious..hay naku..bkit ba..ndi na nga ako nagkakain..tapos puro takbo pa..bkt ba gnto! naiinis ako!
aun..
der are a lot of things that i cnt forget these past few days..maraming masya na ngyari..
sna nga kung pwede lng wag na matapos un..pero alam ko kailangan maging handa din ako kce kahit kailan pwedeng mwala na talaga ung kasiyahan na un..kya hanggat maari, i wnt to make evry single day of my life memorable and the best ung mga ggwn ko..
aun..
sa team naman..laking challenge nanaman ang dumating smen..1-3? men! wla lng...andun na ung heart e..alam ko makakabangot pa kme,ndi pa huli ang lahat..ndi man masweep alam ko..may magandang mangyayari,laban kung laban..
aun..
i enjoy bonding moments wid my gurlfriends..hehehe..
lately ang kukulet nmen..saya talaga..
aun..
days are quite busy..hay naku,there are tyms that i dnt knw how to cope up wid the situation..i jst pray nlng..

2005-08-25T23:06:00.000-07:00

hay nku...
sad?
andito lng ako..
i will always be here for you..
through good tyms and bad..
ndi kita iiwan..
i wanna be the first person to comfort you..like knina..
wla lng..
ayaw ko na makita ka uli na gnun ka ka-sad ha..pati ako na-sa-sad..
well things like dat happen..i knw babawi ka..i trust u na ull step up again..
i'm hir to support you..
i love you baby..

U.B.E ?

2005-08-22T21:09:00.000-07:00

haha..
ultimate bonding experience?
hahaha..
un na nga cguro maitatawag dun..
a day spent with the person i love..hehehe
tapos ung mga similarities pa namen..
food,ung favorite nmen na royal strawberry sa mcdo, ung choco banana shake, tapos weights weights pa.
ung feeling n2, na parang simple lng ung mga bagay na nangyare,mababaw lng pero nkakatuwa,kce quality time,ung may kwentuhan at tawanan..hehehe..
minsan lang dumating ung araw na ganto sa gitna ng busy nameng mga schedule..
i feel blessed talaga today..
un lng..
xempre i played basketball with my team8s afterwards..simpleng laro laro lng, tawanan pa nga e,pero i made 4 incredible shots..with matching sayaw pa un ha, kce nagsasayaw mga dance troupe..hehe..
traffic pauwi..tapos buti nlng nsa haus na kme nung bumuhos ang malakas na ulan..
bukas nga pala opening na ng UCAA nila..may game din sila..xempre,nood kme..para makakuha din ng style sa pagalalaro,xempre pareho kme forward..sbi nga ni kots kailangan matutuhan ko ung mga moves nya..hehehe..
aun lng..bow!

1-2

2005-08-21T14:48:00.000-07:00

the lady generals won over miriam college after the last 2 games na natalo kme..
coach ely's right,it is our wake up call..
kailangan bumangon! at ito na ung oras namen..
from hardworks in practices, nku naging maganda ang resulta..
tama nga,may mga talents, pero balewala un kung wlang teamwork..
i want to salute my fellow team8s..ngawa namen na tulungan at suportahan ang bawat isa..
nakuha sa strong start, magandang depensa, suporta ng mga tao sa paligid, encouragement ng mga tao at tulong nla coach..gr8 result diba.. they played smart! hehehe..
hapi ako..pero xempre mas masya kung may part ako dun..pero ok lng..gnun talaga..ok naman e..panalo kame..ngyon ko lng naramdaman ung napatalon ako sa kinatatayuan ko..prang championship..
pero ndi pa tapos ang lahat we still have 9 games to go..and we still need to push pa..aun, i believe kung magtutuloy ung magandang pinapakita ng bawat isa sa team, wlang magiging problema.. God willing, we'll go for the Sweep! hehe..that's the spirit..keep it up gurls! we can dot it! that's gurl power ayt? hehehe..

came across thise song..pretty nice huh..

2005-08-19T23:08:00.000-07:00

STAY
I believe we shouldn't let the moment pass us by
life's too short we shouldn't wait for the water to run dry
think about it cause we only have one shot at destiny
all i'm asking could it possibly be you and me?
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
would you give me something just to hold on to?
and if you'll stay, i'll hold your hand
cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Time has come for us to go our separate ways
God forbid
But my mind is going crazy today
i feel so cold feel so numb i'm having nightmares but i'm awake
Help me lord
Fight this loneliness
Take this pain away
So if you'd still go, i'll understand
would you give me something just to hold on to?
and if you'll stay, i'll hold your hand
cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you
Now that you're gone,i'm all alone
i'm still hoping that you would come back home
dont care how long, but i'm willing to wait
Cause im truly, madly, crazily in love with you

?

2005-08-19T22:34:00.000-07:00

tiring week again..
dami na naman ngyari..
sa hirap ng buhay talaga..
kakaiba,ang gulo ko..
loka loka na ako..
antok na!
hehe..
maglalaro ako hanggat mkkkya ko..
i promis i wont gve up..
mahirap man mga pinagdaanan nmen..
well..sa dulo lam ko may magandang resulta..
salamat medyo ok na..balik n sa dati..andun pa rin ung pressure, oo pero dapat lng naman..
motivation oo..encouragement tama..
sana tuloy tuloy na..
may masakit skn..
madami..
sakit tlga..
kaya pa naman..
hehe..
ice lng katapat..
sana pati ung kaloob looban na part na masakit ma-treat..
ung tipong ndi nakita sa x-ray at ct scan..MRI na yata dapat para mkita ung part na un..
seroiusly..msakit un..mahiram maghilum..mahirap magpagaling,makarecover..pro kailanagan maging matatag..para sakin,sa kanya...hay buhay..

buti pa mga langgam wlang problema!

wwwwwwwhhhhhhhhaaaaaattttttttt!!!!!!!

2005-08-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

wla lng..
blank blank blank!!!!

wer is the magic?

i cnt find it..

how about the music?

i cnt hear it..

life, life, life

cnt put into words wat i wanna say...

gosh...

wat is dis..

bluh bluh bluh..

ahemmm..

2005-08-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

bumpy roads..
yes,in our everyday journey,we may pass through a bumpy,rocky roads...
they are the struggles and trials that we encounter.. but watever or how big it is..i knw God wont let us down..He will support us till the end of our journey..

mapa-luv lyf man yan, sa studies o sa mga activities ntin sa buhay..natural lng na makaencounter tyo ng gnto..basta, wlang bibitaw..magagawa din ntn ng maaus ang lahat..ma ssolve din ang mga problema,at magiging masaya pa rin tayo..

basta lagi lng kayo magsmile, para khit problemado, ndi ka papanget! hehehe
peaceout..

2005-08-17T19:35:00.000-07:00

me with el kapitan! opening WNCAA..

the Lady Generals

capt, me and bestpwet..

twin towers!!!

signs of boredom!

isa pa..wlang magawa sa buhay..malunkot!

2005-08-09T21:26:00.000-07:00

had a gr8 tym with him today..
yah,nagenjoy ako ksma nya,nagfudtrip..haha..
wla lng parang nabawi ung kahapon,kce na-sad ako dhil ntulog xa the hul day..
pero knina ok na..
later nung afternoon,he's so bait sinamahan nya ako bumili ng scrub suit ko,kht siksikan sa lrt at medyo mlayo,maulan pa..ndi nya ako pinabayaan na magisa lng..hehe..love ko baby ko..
thank you kahit naistorbo kita sa pagccounter mo..hahaha..
umiistyle daw ako,sbi ko kce ndramahan xa ng baby nya..hehehe..
ok naman..
palapit n ng palapit opening nmen..hay nku,wla lng..
pnget ng practis ko knian,ganda na sana ng pagkasteal ko fastbreak..kso sumablay,ngumiti daw kce ako agad e..hehehe..patawa!

pics...

2005-08-09T19:38:00.000-07:00

me with my baby..

bagong gising...

may bulak daw sa tenga..

sumalaksak....

ahhhha..hehehe..tabachoy!

isa pa oh....

gaya gaya ng pose oh!

6 na tulog na lng..

2005-08-07T16:25:00.000-07:00

yes..palapit na ng palapit..
the most anticipated day of the Lady Generals..
on august 13, 2005..the iopening of the WNCAA 36th season..
E.A.C ang host kya teh pressure is up..
kya, kailangan focus focus sa praktis..everyday..
well.. i just pray na maging maganda ang mga resulta ng mga pinagpapaguran nmen..
alam ko naman na kaya natin to..
hehehe..

2005-08-07T13:24:00.000-07:00

last nyt we had a team building..
nice activity..i enjoyed that bonding with my team8s and the coaches..
masaya naman,tawanan,kainan..
dame fud..
sarap kumain ng kumain..
hahaha..
ang taba ko na talaga!!
well.. its been raining for days..
hay nku,hirap lumabas ng bahay..
sarap matulog..
kainis hindi ko makasama ung taong mahal ko..

one

2005-08-02T02:02:00.000-07:00

hehehe..
happy..
happy..
happy..
i could'nt ask for more..
your love is enough for me..
mahal na mahal kita..

2005-08-01T21:01:00.000-07:00

i dnt rili knw wat to col my blog today..
and i dnt rili wat to col myself today..
last friday was good..
last saturday was nice..
and yesterday was great!
i had one of the greatest time of my life..
meeting few of the most important people in my life today and if it is God's will, the future..
hehe..
they were nice to me..
they gave me a warm welcome..
and it made me happy,contented..
wat more can i ask 4..
everythings fine over here..
i just keep on praying that what is happening in our lives today would continue for the longest possible time..in God's time..
a lot of things were changed..
today..im happy coz, i cn talk to him na wenever i wnt..
hay naku..
2moro is a big day..
kinda exited..
hehe..
God bless..

finally...

2005-07-31T07:12:00.000-07:00

hay salamat..
ok na ang lahat..
hay naku..
buti nalng..
sarap ng feeling ng gnto..
finally,he met my dad and my family..
un lng naman ang hinihintay nung iba para mapatunayan nila na totoo sya talaga..
..and i met his mom..
wat can i say?
at first i was really shy..but she's nice,she talked to me,it's like nawala ung kaba ko..
mabait naman pla sya..nakakatuwa,mdami din kme napgusapan..hehe
ang saya..
well..
sbi nga nila, ok na,but there is a big responsibility for this..
xempre,we should be good..kce ung trust nung mga tao, at pamilya namen ung at stake dun..
anyway..wlang problema dun..
bsta i thank God for making all these things possible, eto ung isa sa mga pinagppray ko ..
kaya un..
hehehe..

cutie nike "celso thongs"

2005-07-28T18:01:00.000-07:00

cute no? sarap ng feeling sa paa..

cant start..

2005-07-27T14:56:00.000-07:00

i just can't start my case study..
i have the datas that i need.. coach kirby even made me a case..
its ok, but i still need to have the pathophi of the problem..
tamad pa ako..

cant open my friendster..
i dnt knw..
i have duty later..
i wnt to open my friendster..need to fix sumthing..
hay nku..
aun..ok
i got class..
2-5pm micro lab..
im a dumb in there!
hehehe...
gotta go..
ciao..

hot seat..

2005-07-27T13:24:00.000-07:00

have you ever been in a HOT SEAT?
meaning, there's like a panel of big people interviewing you about a certain topic or issue..
well, i had few.. but this morning.. it's one of the memorable, i dnt knw wat wud i do.. i dnt knw wat wud i say..
i am really pressured.. confused.. frightened.. about sumtin dat i wud say dat wud change my entire lyf..
gosh.. at dat moment, i was shaking, i had cold sweat..nyehehehe..
wla lng.. i cnt hardly speak..
i want to tell them my side but it seems that my tongue was twisted..
anyway the interview turned out ok..(i think so)
except for the other stuff,like pictures and cellphone msgs..
hehehe
wla lng, i wntd kce to be private..but i think at dis point i need to come out of my shell..
they are ryt, i wud hav a lil peace of mind and jst be honest..
well i am honest.. but i rather stay in silence..
things went out ok (i hope so)
well there are still things that are yet to be done and proven..
i just pray that God wud be in the center of all these..
hmmmmmmmmmm...

kaya pa..

2005-07-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

hangga't may buhangin pa sa dagat..
hangga't may bituin pa sa langit..
hangga't sumisikat pa ang araw sa umaga at lumulubog sa hapon..
hangga't may tubig pa ang pumapatak pag umuulan..
hangga't nakakapaso parin ang apoy..

andito pa rin ako..
ndi magbabago kung ano man ang nararamdaman ko..
basta ang alam ko, binigay ka nag Diyos sa akin..
para pahalagahan,unawain at higit sa lahat mahalin..

kung ano man ang dumating na..
at kung ano pa ang dadating sa atin..
natanggap ko na at handa na ako..
handa na ang sarili kong harapin iyon..

basta't alam kong nagmamahalan tayo, wla na akong mahihiling pa..
dahil sa pagmamahal naguugat ang lahat ng kabutihan at kagandahan dito sa mundo..

--

rainbow ba?

2005-07-26T23:02:00.000-07:00

napaicip ako nung nabasa ko ung msg ni cj..
colorful nga ba ang buhay ko?
well..just like the rainbow..ndi lahat ng color maganda sa paningin,
ndi lhat hapi colors,may mga dull at pale colors din..
just like my life,masaya,may dull moments at may pale situations din..
i guess gnun naman lahat e..wlang perfect..
but if we live according to God's plan..and we found our purpose in life..
magiging almost to perfection na ang buhay mo.. pero depende pa rin yun diba..

aun, as i mentioned..may masasayang mga pangayayari sa life ko, lately..
i can say hapi ako dahil, i met new friends, from different places..

hapi ako dahil,nsurprise ako ng isang tao..dahil lalo lang nya napapatunayan sa akin na may isang salita sya,na kung ano man ang nasabi nya,natutupad nya..in his own little way.. wla lng, natutuwa ako.. God has been really good to us,ndi xa nagkukulang talaga.. at prayers do really move mountains..

at may sad part.. i got this bad feeling, really bad feeling... i realized that i gain FATS!!!!
GRRRHHHH....
wla lng, my coach and my team8s started to tease me that my basketball shorts seem like a cycling shorts..nag fit na daw sa akin..kakainis,pati ung old practice jersey..medyo masikip nrin..
waaaahhhhh...this is an ALERT!!!
ilang araw na kceng puyat pero dinadaan ko sa kain ang lahat..huhuhu..
i need to trim, coz im goin' to attend my cousins wedding,and im goin to wear a gown..my gosh..syempre ang figure ha..hehehe..that's 2 months from now i think..well i wish na sna magawan ko pa ng remedy tong fats na to..hay nku..hehehe

at thanks sa nagpadala ng personal message para mag comment sa blog ko..thank you mam shepot..

at thanks din... for bein such a nice person to me.. i keep on praying for evrything.. dnt worry it'll be fine.. salamat sa lahat.. at sa love mo.. take care..

things were..

2005-07-25T14:40:00.000-07:00

kinda better....
here in my blog..see changes? hehe..got my butt stucked in front of my
computer for the whole day, fixing this..i wish the changes were nice..

freakin' me out...
like, my phone... still cnt believe i can survive without it..
like, i have 2 days of rest with no exercise..
like, i eat every 10mins (i think) hehehe..
like, I AM REALLY BORED..
like, the fact that i still have a lot of research works to do..
like, wla p rin ako paki alam kung deadline na un this week..
like, i had this 'bangungot' that i cnt hardly breath last night..

CHANGING...
Yah, changes are very constant..sa bawat minuto ng buhay ng isang tao,maraming pwede magbago..sa pagbabago na un, marmi din ang pwedeng mangyari, pwedeng mapasama o mapabuti..o pwede din naman maunawaan..sa mga bagay ngyn, ndi mawawala sa icip ko ang understanding..understanding on things that God has given me, his plans, the trials he give me..alam ko lahat ng bagay binibigay ni God dahil may purpose sya..like, he wants me to help people,to be an instrument to touch people's lives..
at isa pa, ung LOVE...ung love ni God na bingay nya sa akin, ung love na un na i-sshare ko sa iba..kce un ung mgppabuti ng lahat ng bagay..kung wla un,wla din saysay ang mga pinaggagawa ntn..hay nku..FAITH, HOPE, & LOVE...

i dont knw why im feeling this way..wla lng..
i feel BLANK ryt this very minute...
wla lng ulit..aun..
bsta,sna may mapulot kyo dito sa blog ko..
hehehe..

comments are welcome..anyway u can still leave a msg for me sa chatter box, sa right,paki scroll down nlng..
tnx...
God bless...

toxic...

2005-07-23T20:26:00.000-07:00

i hope our toxic week's over..
grabe ilang gabi rin na wlang tulugan.. hay nku..
ang laki ng eye bugs ko.. panget panget panget ko na tlaga!!
aun, dami namen mga tune ups lately, panalo naman..ung sa Papua national team lng kme ndi umubra...hehehe..aun knina may game kme, T.I.P klaban namen..panget ng game ko..hay nku..ganda naman nung nkaraan..basta i need to condition myself pa..nku..lapit na ng season..lapit nrin ng birthday ko..hehehe..wla lng..wla akong fone ngyon ncra..huhuhu..
sana makapag pahinga ako..ngyong wlang pasok..xempre gusto ko rin mkasama mahal ko sa buhay at the same time..sna nga..namimiss ko na mahal ko sa buhay e..hay naku..sana makakita ako ng wishing star..para makapag wish ako..para masaya..hehehe..
feeleing ko wla na ako kwenta dito..hehe..
leave naman kyo ng comments dun sa chatterbox ko..click nyo ung last box sa upper right ng page ko..aun..hope u enjoy..

*peaceout*

sleepless nights...

2005-07-21T09:33:00.000-07:00

so tired..i wanna sleep...

struggles

2005-07-19T11:02:00.000-07:00

i had a very tiring weekend, and i can still say that i have a lot of pressures coming up..
school works...oh men, they kill me..
a lot of projects, researches..and guess what, sobrang hirap na mga exam..
i screwd up in my microbiology exams..
and still feeling shaky with my pharmacology..
hay nku..anyway, i started to seat in front sa microbio ko knina..wel, it helped me cope up with the lesson..
and i still got a report on nursing 101 later..
aun..i just fixed my blog.
hope u guys liked it..hehe...

ciao...

2005-07-19T10:29:00.000-07:00

ako..ako..ako..lagi nlng ako...hehehe...

2005-07-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

Love is patient..Love is kind..it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It does not rejoices with evil, it delights with the truth..It always protects, it always trust, it always hopes, it always perseveres..Love never fails..

tired

2005-07-18T16:29:00.000-07:00

so tired..lately we've been working very hard for our research works..
ah..im stressed out..my life,my days,my happiness,my sadness,things i'd like to do,place i wnt 2 go to,people i like to be with..huuuuuuuuu.. im so stressed..oh so so stressed..
i wanna sleep for the whole day..oh i need sleep..im jst taking a nap 3 days ago..
im sssssllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,,,
zzzzZZZzzzZZZZZZzzzzZZzzzz...

2005-07-15T23:19:00.000-07:00

hay..kakapagod mga araw ko lately..
dami gingawa sa skul..projects, case studies,
researches...
and all the crap that we need to finish this
@#%^&*!!!!
hay nku ang dami dami nila..mga requirements!!!
sabay sabay..
ang gabi ginwa na namen araw kakaaral..
sana naman may mapuntahan..
aun..
practice, cardios..ok naman..improving daw..sana
naman..
inspired ba?
..stuffs o yeah..crazy..
hahaha...people..sna masaya kayo..
me i think so..
kht hirap ng buhay ko..
complikado lahat ng bagay..
hay nku..
basta..aun cge..

*peaceout*

why worry when you pray..

2005-07-11T23:12:00.000-07:00

these is wat ive learned from the service last sunday..
wla lng jst want to share it to as many people as i can..
i jst think it is a very inspiring msg..
a msg that touched me..it is very applicable in our lives..
WHY WORRY WHEN YOU PRAY?
-gr8 meaning..it simply tells us that nothing is impossible to God when we ask for it..
our prayers can move mountains and even cross the deepest seas..hehehe! really..
kya keep on praying, God answers prayers, especially to those who put hardwork on it..
thank you have a nice day..God bless..

-StillLovingYou.02

life....

2005-07-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

oh yeah, life life life..we often tyms gt urslvs in trouble and all we cn col for help is God..
life has a lot of twistings and turnings...we sumtyms think dat loving a person is jst a very simple thing to do...man, ur definitely wrong..it's not easy to fall in love..why? its beacuse, wen u start to love a person, u also start to love and accept evry single thing that person has/is...well..it is true that we cannot please everybody..we have our differences..our strengths and weaknesses..we sumtyms think that first impression lasts..or what we knw about a certain person stays and sticks in our minds..without even letting a single nerve to function and give that person a CHANCE to prove himself..what he really is..sumtyms we are blinded because of the hearsays we knw and the past of that person has.. there are tyms that we need to stop and listen, be vigilant about the changes that may happen,and open our eyes,for a person myt be changing,fixing hislife and tring to make a difference in this world..CHANCES ARE: they can change(positive)..or little by little they prove thmselves about wat they really feel..it's not done in one snap..its a process...a process that can be and easy process that can be that easy if there is sum1 who is ready to lend a hand for that person..all they need is CHANCE...

Forever Loving You

2005-07-06T22:44:00.000-07:00

all my dreams have now come true
now that I am here with you
life was oh so lonely
until you came my way
now that I have you beside me
I just want to say that

(that/so) I give my world to you
and I promise to be always true
and I swear that from today
I will stay this way forever loving you

you've turned my world around
with the love that you and I have found
I've waited for a lifetime
and now you're finally here
since you came into my life
it all just seems so clear

now I give my world to you
and I promise to be always true
and I swear that from today
I will stay this way forever loving you

I will give my world to you...oh
and I swear that from today
we will always be together
through whatever come what may
I will stay this way forever loving you...

2005-07-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

cnt put into words wat im feelin ryt knw..i guess..love and happiness..
evrything seems to be ok..though its kinda hard to really express evrything,
but i knw we're goin to surpass this things..
i want to shout to the world that i think im in love with you.
i want to tell you i love u 2 wenever u say it too me..
ive been thinking about this for so long..
ive seen and felt all your efforts and sacrifices for me..
im 90% sure..
still waiting for the 10%, u knw wat is the 10%..
its our freedom..freedom to express our love for each other..
i knw time will come that we cud be accepted..
i knw we can make it through..
i wnt u to knw that u are very much appreciated..
tnx tnx tnx..
mmmmmmwwwwwaaaaahhhhhh...

2005-07-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

Energy Meter

money	love	attitude

Today's Forecast

A surprising change in your relationship status is coming up soon. A big surprise. A pleasant surprise. The kind that changes everything. Expect to see the first hint of what's coming a little later on today.

The Bottom Line

Your bags are packed and you're ready for the adventure of a lifetime. Is it love?

In Detail

There are many metaphysical books on the market now that tout the validity of coincidence, or more accurately, that there really is no such thing as a coincidence, but rather a series of symbolic events that we're occasionally sensitive enough to notice. When you notice just such a pattern occurring now, don't question your sanity. You're absolutely right. Once you notice, you'll have the answer to that pressing question you've been asking yourself.

2005-06-26T14:20:00.000-07:00

kung sakaling ganun nga..
ndi ko pipigilan..
kung sakaling ikw nga..
wla akng pkialam khit msaktan..
kung sakaling eto na..
sna nga maging masya..
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tagal kong hinintay..
na dumating ka sa aking buhay..
salamat sa paghihintay..
at ngyn buhay ay makulay.. (hehehe)

araw at gabi sa aking panalangin..
sana ay dinggin..
na ikaw ay makapiling..

at ngyon anjan kna..
sna makasama ka sa tuwi tuwina..
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-hehehe...corny ko no? wla lng sum thoughts in my mind...
wla lng..i dunno...why im like this..happy in a way..
hey, i knw im busy, ahem..at ikw dn..wla lng..sana maging maaus ang lahat..
wla akong pakialam kung ano sabihin nla..bsta ang mahalaga..masya tayong dalwa..
alam kong dadating din tyo jan,pero gusto kong malaman mo na masya ako kng ano tayo ngyn..patuloy akong mayiintay para sa tamang oras..oo malapit na 2 yrs nlng..hehe..hope dat u'll stay..i trust u for evrything..and thank u for making me complete..misshuu2....excited na ao sa trip ntn sa zoo..hehehe..

back to you

2005-06-26T06:21:00.000-07:00

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

over you
I'm never over
over you
something about you
It's just the way you move
the way you move me

I'm so good at forgetting
and I quit every game I've played
but forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
with your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
if it's the last that I'll see of you
it's the least that you could not do

oh I will
leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
leave the light on
for me too

back to me
I know that it comes
back to me
doesn't it scare you
your will is not as strong
as it used to be

student nurse...

2005-06-23T17:54:00.000-07:00

hehe..proud to be one..khit wlang tulugan..at sobrang aral na, tayo parin ako para magpatuloy sa buhay ko..sobrang ewan na nga ng itsura ko kce lage puyat..hay naku basta alam laht ng paghihirap ko ay may magandang maibubunga..

ok naman first nyt sa duty..khit sobrang antok ako sa unang 5 oras ng duty e nabawi ko dahil may mga maganda akong nagawa sa hospital..dami din natutunan..hehe..aun busy po ako kya senxa na kung ndi ako gaano nkkpagkwento..

miss ko na kayo mga friends ko..ndi na tayo mxado nakikita ha..sana ok lng kayo jan..
ingat parate..

bebot...and mylife

2005-06-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

...Masdan mo ang magagandang dalaga
Nakakagigil ang beauty mo talaga
Lambingin di nakakasawa
Ikaw lang ang gustong kasama
Yung bahay o kubo
Pagibig mo ay totoo
Puso ko'y laging kumikibo
Wala kang katulad sa mundo ko
Pinoy ka sigaw na, sige
Kung maganda ka sigaw na, sige
Kung buhay mo'y mahalaga, sige
Salamat sa iyong suporta

pinoy ka sigaw na, sige
kung maganda ka sigaw na, sige
kung buhay mo'y mahalaga, sige
salamat sa iyong suporta, sige

..Philipino ...philipino ...philipino ...philipino

La la la la la la la la la la la la loooooooooooo [x2]

--hehe...bebot ng monkey business ng black eyed peas..
buti nlng i still have sumtym to relax myself..i feel so restless..
sobra hectict ng schedule ko..
it's been a month since i last set my foot to the mall and hangout..
hehe..
aral aral basketball basketball...
dat's mylife now..
a little time to seat here and type!
listen to music so i can sleep..
dnt wanna here any yelling or whining..
dnt care wat pipol say..
i got my own way..
dnt want my pc out of my room..
battle is on!
hehe..
even dad cnt stop me..
i wnt my pc inside my room..
still fixing stuff for my duties..
still need some clothes..
last praktis was amazing but i really had painful morning the next day..
my back still kills me..
it really hurts a lot..
cnt get up in the morning..
still need to study for monday's lessons..
microbio, pharma and n101..
skul doesn't really suck..
for me its mylife
ha...i m still VAIN!!! see my pics sa frndster..
hehe...
well i guess..this is mah lyf if u wnt to be a part of it..u shud think for a plenty of tyms, if u cn stand my life!! hehe...

at last..

2005-06-16T06:40:00.000-07:00

finally..we got enrolled..i can finally say im a nursing student..with so much hard work, im here..still standing..hehe..after tough days and sleepless nights..im sooo happy..everything's put into places...tnx to the pipol hu helped out..kots ely, kots kirby, kots nomar...and the pipol from the nursing dept and the registrar..nku,kung ndi dahil sa inyo wla ako dito..tnx tnx tnx..hehehe..till next tym..

aun i got my schedule..my duty is every thursday, friday and saturday..ok naman,,partly sad because,im not with my bestpwet,huhu...magkahiwalay kme..nxt sem magkasama na uli kme..

laki n ng ulo ko..(not literally) wla lng..sana mbuhat ko pa..hehehe..at gusto ko na magpagupit,haba na ng hair ko..hehehe..

wla lng..i got to talk with sum pipol i haven't had a word with for a long tym,buti nlng he's still there..makulet parin..after all we've been through..sna he can still be my friend..he was once a very special person to me naman..actually we're goin 1 yr na sana sa july3 hehe..ok lng ganun talaga..sana mgtuloy tuloy na na maging ok kme as friends..hehehe..na miss ko rin naman xa kahit paano..

HALE is such a most wanted in my player..i listen to it evryday and night..wla lng..ganda e..

got the pictures transferred na..nsa friendster nlng..hirap magupload dito kakatamad..

wla lng..my back is killing me..sakit tlga pag umaga at gabi..i think im stressed out..oo nga..

it's been a while since i saw a muvi..huhuhu

ndi ko napanood ang star wars, a lot like love, shutter, premonition, coach carter,sin city...ung mr.&mrs.smith gusto ko, pati na ung monster in law..huhuhu..wla akong tym i guess...

aun..ok naman ang lahat sa pagbabasketball ko..its gud,ndi ako congflict sa practice..wla lng..sana magtuloy tuloy na kung ano man meron..hehehe...

napahaba na ito..aun sige til next tym..mwah!

2005-06-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

GAME OVER na.......

handle it with care..

2005-06-14T06:50:00.000-07:00

things bcame so shitty...
grhhhhhhh...
i hope i cud handle things carefully..
hay naku..
smile argin, smile...
sna maka-smile pa ako..
bdtrip tlga...
lam mo kung bkt?
kce...
kce ano...
may...
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.
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ang taba ko na!!
un lng po
bow.

lunch at tagaytay

2005-06-13T23:49:00.000-07:00

ah..its been 2 consecutive days since i've been eating a lot, as in a lot..huhu..
i love to eat..it makes me happy..hehehe..after eating at Josephine's with my whole family and relatives..i enjoyed the view and of course picture picture..hehehe..aun lng..xempre ndi mawawala un..kya eto ang dami bago pics..ndi ko pa naaupload ung iba..
aun..new day tomorrow..i hope we cn fix things regarding my studies na...wla lng..a lil'bit worried..

pics pics pics

2005-06-13T19:12:00.000-07:00

-angas boi-

with my sisters in tagaytay

with nikoi and reg

with beautiful cousin nicole

with mah sister reg

meeh...(kailanagan may flower pa?)

weird things over hir!!!

2005-06-12T14:34:00.000-07:00

wla ng..just cant open my blog few days ago..sayang ndi ko na isulat ung mga nangyare..
wla lng..ive been to tune up games of our men's basketball team..ok naman..the team is doin good..khit na nagaadjust pa sila sa mga new players nila..
well..sobrang nnghinyang ako kce ndi kme nagkita ng frnd ko nung nsa CSB ako..kainis..i thought kce he's not goin..pero xa pla ung nkita ko..ndi kme nagkausap..nagiba na kce itsura nya..grabe ha..sayang tlga..
isa pa..weird tlga..i cnt get over........................
wla lng..
at may mga weirdo pang tao sa paligid ko..
aus naman training kahapon..except sa ilng tyms kong nsktan sister ko pag rebound ko ng bola..sorry sis..at sorry din..na feeling mo inaagawan kita...ndi ko naman alam e..at ndi ko naman sila lyk e..kya wag kang mgaalalala..aun sige na..
til here..
tnx for droppin by..
peaceout..
xa nga pala..
miss na kita..
u knw hu u r..

nice song sa isang kakailig na movie..

2005-06-12T13:23:00.000-07:00

Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start
Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Comin’ our tails, Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Aww take me back to the start

I was just guessin’, At numbers and figures, Pullin’ the puzzles apart
Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, Come back to haunt me, Oh when I rush to the start
Runnin’ in circles, [sounds like] Chasin’ our tails, Comin’ back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Aww It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m goin’ back to the start

bench/

2005-06-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

wla lng..i dnt knw y..i got this feeling yesterday afternun..i think its getting into my nerves na..wla lng..im goin 2 na pero i dnt think they cnt see any improvements..i kept askin myself y? wats wrong with me..y cnt dey see me..is it because im a gurl..wla lng..nakakasar lng na parang sa physical sila nakatingin..kaya ko naman ung muvs ng obit ah..bkt kailangan i reserve pa ako..i m not blaming anyone..ndi si coach, kht ung plyer nya ndi ko rin sinisisi..wla lng..hinahanap ko sarili ko kahapon..anong kulang..ano ang mali..alam ko sa sarili ko na ung mga lapses nya un ung strengths ko..oo alam ko ang yabang ko..dahil alam ko mas mabilis ako sa kanya..at mas matigas ako..kso babae ako..hay naku..hanggang kelan..naiinip na ako..baka imbis na mahinog ako e lalong mawala..pano naman nya makikita kakayahan ko kung ndi nya ako ggmitin..hay naku..ewan ko na..pero ndi ako glit s knla..un lng ung nararamdaman ko..its like i dnt get any credits sa mga gingawa kong effort..wla lng..sad sad sad..olweiz..kainis..arghhhh...

2005-06-08T22:02:00.000-07:00

thank you sa lahat ng mga tao na laging anjan para sa akin..mahal ko kayo..hindi nyo ako hinayaang masaktan..salamat ng marami..now im listening..for real..God bless

baduy ko!

2005-06-08T04:18:00.000-07:00

kahapon ndi ako naglunch..feeling ko sobrang busog ako..kce ..uhhhmmm..
-nanood ako ng meteorgarden! record ng team8 ko..un ung lunch ko..si dao palng parang sa fiesta na ako kumain..hay grabe..baduy ko..sobra love ko pa rin si dao..hehehehe!!!

si argin baduy...corny...yucky..hehehe

ok lng..nagpapakatotoo lng po..gwapo ni jerry!!!

kelan kya dadating ang isang dao sa buhay ko..

harhar..baduy talaga!!!!

the day you said goodnight

2005-06-08T04:16:00.000-07:00

Take me as you are,
Push me off the roadthe sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun;
I'm burning in the rain
The silence;
I'm screaming,
Calling out your name.
And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.
And i do reside in your hear
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all
Right.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me
She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight

--> maganda din ung HERE TONIGHT..

watever..

2005-06-08T02:02:00.000-07:00

hehehe..badtrip..lakas kce ng trip ng mga tao..cge wag na sa blog..sa personal nlng..ndi naman kita uurungan e..ang laki ng problema mo pare! itigil mo n yang kabaliwan mo pls..ndi na nakakatuwa..

wla lng..

2005-06-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

got the pics..last last last day pa ito e..im thinkin nga if i shud post it pa..well andito na..wla naman siguro masama..wla lng..im fixing my subjs..for this sem..ndi pa ako napasok sa class..i want to na kso wait pa kme..wla lng..

pinakita na kme sa wazzup wazzup..nakakatawa kme..certified funked!!! ahihihi..ampanget ko sa tv!!!!

aun i got to talk with a friend..nkakaktuwa kce he's always there.."gi"..special mention ka dito..wla lng..tnx pare ha..pasalubong ko..basta salamat sa lahat...

aun till here...

2005-06-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

ako po..orange gurl..sa isang mainit na afternun!!

how i wish

2005-06-05T13:34:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line

The way things go is entirely up to you. Go deep and figure out what you truly want.

In Detail

Feeling defensive about something can become a self-fulfilling prophecy -- i.e., with a tough-cookie stance, is it any surprise that people start throwing some tough-cookie attitude your way? Instead of automatically assuming the worst about a situation or someone's intentions, why not try seeing what's actually in front of you? Better yet, if someone does act up, how about not taking any of it personally? You just might save yourself a whole lot of hassle that way.

--->
wla lng.. yah, jst wat my mood says, i think im a little bit confused about things..things that are happening..things that may happen..im confused about my feelings..feelings for a person,if i hv feelings na ba for him? or shud i stop everything before i hurt myself so much..wla lng..wla na talagang pupuntahan to...arghhh..

--> i wish isang umaga pag gumsing ako wla na lahat ng problemang ito..at ok na ako..ung tipong, lahat ng tao in good terms na..ung wla ng pretentions..ung wla ng bawal at kaya ng pangatawanan lahat ng bagay..hay nku..sana dumating na yung araw na un..alam ko naman may dahilan si Lord dito sa mga nangyayaring ito..i jst keep on praying..

ouch...

2005-06-04T23:42:00.000-07:00

love is pain..pain is love..
hehe..gosh, cnt believe im laughing na..wla lng i thought i cn nvr laugh anymore..
thnings wer very much complicated as i expected..wla lng..things that happened today really suck! but im ok..buti nlng..ewan ko kng ano nanamang defense mechanism ang ginmit ko para maovercome ang mga trials ko for this day! wheeeew..kakapagod din pala..lumaban sa battle na ito na ndi ko alam kung ano ang laban..hehehe..ang gulo gulo..i cried..yah..and i had this question, why is it i have to carry all d burden..hay naku..feeling ko ako may dala ng problema..nadadamay pa tuloy ung iba..pero sa kasuluksulukan ng puso at isip ko alam kong wla akong ginagawang masama..pero i cannot please everyone..kya aun, naiintindihan ko naman po sila, pero naskatan lng ako kase may ibang tao na sobra na talaga ung galit sa akin..ang hindi ko alam kung bakit..parang napapasama lng ito sa ibang mga galit nya sa akin..which is dapat kinakausap nya ko..pero ndi nya ginwa..wla lng..sad sad sad..i wish things wud be fine soon..as in..wla lng..hirap na ako e.. aun mxado na akong madrama..cge na po..pahinga na tayong lahat.. God bless..

2005-06-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line

Feed your senses along with your stomach. Take someone special out to dinner.

In Detail

The stars are telling you to accept gracefully the things you can't change, to have the courage to change the things that you know must, and to develop the ability to tell the difference. It's understandable that this can all seem a little bit confusing, especially at first -- after all, that's a pretty tall cosmic order you've got to fill. Fortunately, however, you've got the wisdom and perceptiveness to be able to see it through, and then some.

2005-06-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

You and ---- have smooth sailing ahead.

Pass up the big party and let the social butterflies flutter on by -- low-key's the way to be for you two now. You don't need to make a huge scene or create elaborate excuses; you could even make a brief appearance, then (quietly) make your getaway. The fact is, you don't need a bunch of noise and yapping at the moment; each other's company is great, and so's relaxing at home or venturing out for a quick bite to eat or a walk. There's plenty of time to come back out of your combined shell later.

wazzup wazzzup...SOLID!!!

2005-06-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

ayn.. basketball praktis knina afternoon..wla lng..naantala ng konti, kce dumating ung crew ng wazzup wazzup...isang segment nila dun ung FUNK Me..ung sa "let's do the funk, let's do d first day funk!!! hehehe..aun pinili ako ng kots ko..isa ako sa naglaro ng basketbol konti den ininterview ni tadjock Charles..asteeeg!!! tapos pinakita ung buong team namen..tawa kme ng tawa..saya.. it wud be showed bukas..7pm..ch.23...

i'm feelin' gud 2day...masaya..eto..friends parin, trying to make a difference..making people smile, is a nice task to do..and seeing them smile at me is a very heart-warming thing to feel..hehehe..lalo na if they approach you and make kamusta and stuff like that..naku, durog talaga! hehehe.. i hope evrything wud be just fine for me and the rest of the gang!! hehehe!!! tuloy tuloy na ito!! i knw God has bright plans for me and the people hu trust Him..basta un..

jst dnt give up..let God do his thing!

sabi nga friendster!!!

2005-06-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line

You're a frisky pony who wants to revel in speed. Take the reins, and go for it.

In Detail

Some low blows may be coming down the pike, and if you can't duck, take the next best option and leap out of the way instead. This may mean taking the moral high ground, or maybe seeing what someone intends to do before they do it. In either case, assertive -- not aggressive -- action is definitely the way to go. If someone's determined to sling arrows of outrageous fortune toward you, you can get out of the way rather than step into their path.

getting better everyday

2005-06-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

You and ---- have smooth sailing ahead.

Keep any tricky emotions on ice, and you and yours will be able to solve this problem in no time. It might be tough at first -- when you and your friend get together, there is a certain tendency to egg each other on -- but if you really put your minds to it, you can both keep a cool head even in a heated situation. Any feelings that you're having about all this will definitely need to be addressed, but you can deal with them later, once you've both got this all under control.

alryt..

2005-06-01T22:41:00.000-07:00

wla lng..im jst happy yesterday went so well..wla lng..the capping and stuff..
dami nangyari..lalo na ung mga beyond my expectations..
im jst so thankful for everything na binibigay ni Lord sa akin..at sana maging inspiration to sa iba na prayers can move mountains, and ders no imposible with our God..un lng..
dame pics..sana magustuhan nyo..

at ung lovestory ko gawa na..abangan nyo nlng sa "yes fm 101.1" tuwing gabi..
baka basahin dun hulaan nyo nlng..kung mahuhulaan nyo..hehehe!!!

aun missing sum1 so much brings butterflies to my stomach..hehe..
pero kahit ndi kme magusap bsta nasa isang lugar lng kme at naaaninag ko xa khit 20 feet away from me aus lng basta iisa ang hangin ng hinihinga nmen masya na ako.. wlang problema mamahalin ko nlng sya khit ndi nya alam...ayan si argin tanga sa love..hehe..khit msktan ok parin bsta para s taong mahal nya,she'll take the risk..wla lng..

wnt to go bak 2 d zoo..hmmmmmmmm

boyfriend ko

2005-06-01T10:55:00.000-07:00

love u bro!

cuties

2005-06-01T09:36:00.000-07:00

me and my bestpwet capping ceremony at PICC may 31,2005..
tingnan nyo may make up si iris! bagay diba! ganda ganda!!! hehe..one of my fav pic dis days..

Goin' Crazy

2005-06-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

Goin' Crazy
by Natalie

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby

--> i like it! cutuie po!

sum pics ko po..

2005-05-31T23:28:00.000-07:00

YUTCH! katawan ba ito? hehehe

Hey wazzzapp...wher's the sun?

This are my bali flats..ehehehe

Ahemm...baklang bakla ako dito ha! ahihihi

Loyal student..hehehe

sa weights room nagwala ako! hehehe! adik..

2005-05-31T19:57:00.000-07:00

with our beautiful arriana

2005-05-31T19:51:00.000-07:00

me and my classmates..

the wacky lady generals!!

2005-05-31T19:37:00.000-07:00

talaga ang arte oh!

2005-05-31T19:33:00.000-07:00

with my peeps

ano itie?

2005-05-31T19:27:00.000-07:00

kawawa naman ang dummy! napagtripan ng mga otistik!

wlang hilig sa picture!!!

2005-05-31T19:17:00.000-07:00

adiktus sa pic itong imoterang ito!!!

hehehe..cool

2005-05-30T23:58:00.000-07:00

You and ---- have smooth sailing ahead.

Set your feet firmly on the path that will lead you two to wisdom -- no dragging your heels! Remember what happened to Pinocchio and the Lost Boys who lived on Pleasure Island for far too long? You and your friend really don't want to end up being turned into jackasses, do you? So listen up to what the fates are telling you and do everything in your power to become enlightened about a certain topic before life takes matters into its own hands. It'll be much easier if you go voluntarily.

YES i'm in!!!

2005-05-30T23:26:00.000-07:00

hehe!
tomorrow..im gonna be a real nursing student..
one of the most anticipated day in mylife..CAPPING CEREMONY! hehehe..
wla lng..im jst hapi na at least i have sumthin now that my parents can be really proud of..
at least ok na sila na makakapagnursing ako..at konti nlng makakatapos na ako! aun I knw by God's grace maaabot ko mga dreams ko..salamat sa mga tao na nging inspiration ko sa buhay ko..ang family ko, kaibigan at mga taong mahal ko at nagmamahal sa akin..maraming salamat..hehehe!!! treat ko kyo guys pag nurse na ako!! utang muna ha..xa nga pala regalo ko? hehe.. c",)

oh yah!

2005-05-30T23:22:00.000-07:00

Tatooed On My Mind

Maybe you soon
Forget about all
Or maybe you'll miss it like I do
But one thing's for sure
I'm all knocked out
I spend too much time thinking of you

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know you're the dangerous kind
And your smile is tattooed on my mind
'Cause I can't get you out of my dreams

I don't wanna write
I don't wanna call
I would not know what to say
It should be you
That's how I want it to be
Tell me you feel the same way

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know you're the dangerous kind
And your smile is tattooed on my mind
And I can't get you out of my dreams, oh

Oh yesterday
I was feeling safe
All I do today
is trying to be brave
And no melody can seem to soothe my mind
Now I curse you for being
So sweet and so kind

And I can't get you out of my dreams
Now I know you're the dangerous kind
And your face is tattooed on my mind
'Cause I can't get you out of my dreams

Yes I know you're tattooed
On my mind you're tattooed

-->ganda ng lyrics..hehehe!!

got my grade!

2005-05-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

i got my classcard today..at first i was nervous, thinking that i might not make it to the capping..but God is good, prayers can really move mountains..i got wat i deserve..i passed n-100..thank you Lord..its a great blessing kce..now i have enough strengt6h that i need..this wud be one step closer to my dreams..practice din knina ng capping and stuff..well sad news sum of my friends didnt make it..i think God has different plans for them..anyway..aun..im blessed..kahit na may sad part parin sa araw ko..ok na rin at least i know that i have sumthing good today..

2005-05-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What kind of blogger are you?

tsk tsk..

2005-05-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

You and ---- have smooth sailing ahead.

Take a big step back and look at the broader picture when it comes to your relationship right now. Loyalty, service and the long term: those are the three key concepts that you definitely want to consider as your partnership continues to deepen and grow. So yes, the smaller details might drive you crazy when it comes to the day-to-day dealings you two have, but don't you both want to stick around and have this work out in the long run? If that's the case, do everything in your power to figure out what the next steps should be.

naku..

2005-05-28T07:51:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line

The stars interrupt this regular routine for something completely new. Stay tuned!

In Detail

If anyone deserves a raise, it's definitely you. And if you can be patient about it, you'll have both the raise and all the good things that go along with it, including the pride and self-respect that come with knowing when to hold up and when to fold up. In the meantime, know that being proud of yourself is enough -- that, and seeing the end result of that pride in your paycheck, of course.

nothin much..

2005-05-27T23:26:00.000-07:00

nothin much here.. just stayed at home d hul day..gotta talk with a lot of people..people dat i get along evryday, people that i never knew before, people dat i seldom see..
wla lng..encountered different moods today.. i guess its because of the weather..dis morning til afternun its very hot..and it rain dis evening..aun, got to spend tym with mah friends, who definitely came to our haus to see lola and d rest of the gang! food, food, food..eat, eat, eat..

yah ryt sad goodbyes are very sad indeed! hehe..wla xempre wen d day ends we shud say goodbye to d people we spend sumtym with..

aun, evry single day dat is passing by..i think i knw wat i shud knw..wla lng..laging daming bagy kong nalalaman at naiintindihan..tnx for d help of the people hu luvs me..ndi nila ako iniiwan..hmmmmn..wla lng..

got these pictures uploaded! wla lng i jst wanna share it to u pipol!

today..

2005-05-26T22:58:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line

Love: It's not just in the air. It's calling your cell and whispering in your ear.

In Detail

An authority figure who isn't exactly across the street is still reachable, and you know it. So whether you decide to consult with them via a long-distance call or an email, you can still reap the benefits of their experience -- if you're smart enough to back away from your pride long enough to ask. There's no shame in looking for advice. What's shameful is refusing to ask for it when you know that you need to.

>>>well its kinda true...sumthing terrible happened..wla lng..discovered sumthing..sumwat thankful nrin cguro kce dun ko nkilala mga ugali ng mga tao..well
this things ive learned today about wat happened for the past few days..:
*first impression doesn't always last -> sa una lng mgaling!
*looks can be decieving! --> sobra! kya dapat wag magpabulag sa nakikita ng mga mata!!
*trust the people around you..marami naman sa kanila na akala mo kontrabida, pero sila pa ung concern sau..

aun lng..basta jst always pray kce ndi naman tayo papabayaan ni Lord, gagawa at gagawa sya ng paraan para malagpasan mo ung mga trials na yan..kaya anjan yan para turuan k nya..

bdtrip tlga..

2005-05-25T23:21:00.000-07:00

wla lng..
today..nakakapgod..really sad day..lola passed away this afternun..wla lng, sad news..well we are ready,alam na namen na sooner or later na kukunin n sya ni Lord..aun..wla lng..

i dnt knw..
wat to feel..
my head's in a jam..
cnt take it off my mind..the thing is, i dnt really know..
bothered by or about sumthing..
really starnge things are happening around me..
im jst tryng to relax..
aun..
jst read my succeding posts..
wla lng..
tnx..
ciao!
take care..
mwah!
love you too! (ooooopppss) sayang! lagi nlng gan2!! hhhhmmmppp!
hehehe!
cra talaga ako!

talaga namang tumutugma!

2005-05-25T22:17:00.000-07:00

Today's Forecast

You can absolutely trust the promises made to you now, be they business or personal, and you'll be just as adamant about keeping your own word. Respect and responsibility are in the air.

The Bottom Line

Taking on responsibility pays off when you meet someone fascinating in the process.

In Detail

If there's anything you love, it's knowing where you stand, and knowing who's standing there with you. So today's astrological buffet will more than delight you -- it will make you feel grounded, safe and solid, which is much better, in your book. That means if someone makes you a promise now, you won't have to do any investigation of their motives or any worrying about the outcome. You can simply trust that it will happen. Nice, huh?

yah ryt..

2005-05-25T22:08:00.000-07:00

You and ---- have smooth sailing ahead.

It's hard to have perspective regarding someone you care about, but you both need a big dose of it. If one of you has an issue with something the other is doing, don't get caught up in a big, confusing dance of dissent. Take some time and think about what, exactly, you're objecting to. Does it have more to do with yourself than the mistake you think your friend is making? Hmmm. That's some interesting food for thought. Make sure you digest it thoroughly before speaking your mind.

-->oo nga! kakabadtrip!

ganda lyrics..

2005-05-25T22:01:00.000-07:00

Say You Love Me

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
Holdin' hands is fine, but I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen if you'd only see me in a different light
Maybe when we finally get together, you will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
Don't treat me like I was lice, ooh, woo, woo

Please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
If you'd only say you love me, baby
Things would really work out fine

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
Holdin' hands is fine, but I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen if you'd only see me in a different light
Maybe when we finally get together, you will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
Don't treat me like I was lice, ooh, woo, woo

Please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
If you'd only say you love me, darlin'
Things would really work out fine

Say that you love me
Mmm...mmm...ooh...ho...ho...
Say that you love me
Mmm...mmm...mmm...

Hoo...hoo...baby
Would you say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
Don't treat me like I was lice, ooh, woo, woo

Please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
If you'd only say you love me, baby
Things would really work out fine

If you'd only say you love me, darlin'
Things would really work out fine
If you'd only say you love me, darlin'
Things would really work out fine

wondering why =(

2005-05-24T13:47:00.000-07:00

why is it like this..
i dnt knw y..i have this sad sad sad soooo sad feeling inside me..
i dunno why i cnt be happy as in happy..
i am happy this past few days..maybe sum1 gave his time to me and made me happy..but so sad that happiness suddenly came to an end..on his birthday pa..wla lng..i thought i can be there for his birthday..sad tlga..friends naman kme..nabbigyan ng masamang meaning ung closeness namen..bkt ba..i dnt knw na tlga..parang ayaw tlga na maging masaya ako..i hav a lot of friends pero, this one, he's like on top of them..kya sad tlga..i wish i cud fix things..
but i dunno, bka its too late na.. (im afraid for love to fade) -> gnda nung song!
aun..i didnt ate lunch, i really lost my appetite..bubuhos ko nalng sa praktis ang lahat..bsta..sana balang araw maging ok na ang lahat..i miss him..wla lng..he's soo nice kce..iba xa sa iba..
sad tlga..

when ur happy and u knw it, clap ur hands..

2005-05-23T18:30:00.000-07:00

when ur happy and u it, clap ur hands!!
hehehe!!

aun, wla lng,i woke up with a smile on mah face..i dunno, maybe sum1 put it der! hehehe..
yah..its gonna be a gr8 day..
hehe,malayo plng parang malapit na din..wla lng..i cnt explain, im vry excited about things..
we spnd tym 2gder,talked about things,shared some laughters for a while..wla lng..
im comfortable..i jst feel dat im loved..hehe..wla lng..
wla lng tlga..im happy even though medyo magulo nung una, pero narealize ko rin na i dnt have anything to worry about..wla naman akong itinatago e..
ok lng..hehe..aun..
khit ilng oras na ang nkakalipas, feeling ko ksma ko pa rin xa..kce dumikit na yata ung amoy ng pabango nya sa tshirt ko..hehe..
oi wag mxado mlaki ulo ha..
wla lng im proud of u..keep it up..take care always..

for today...

2005-05-23T17:08:00.000-07:00

The Bottom Line

Your brain's telling you to push, push, push, but your heart says wait. Compromise.

In Detail

A family member or an old, dear friend is about to reveal something that will absolutely knock your socks off. Of course, you won't want them to know how you feel -- at least, not the extent of your surprise. But if you're determined to keep it under wraps, you'd better start practicing now, because it won't be easy. Once the word is out, by the way, and you've had a chance to digest it, you'll probably be too delighted to even think about keeping it secret.

--> this is wat the forecast from friendster says..hehe..
actually, this is 95% true!!!
hahahaha..

swimming pool and zoo..COOL!!!

2005-05-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

its a tiring day yesterday..but, i had fun..
i helped my parents fix our haus for lola's coming home nxt week..then i washed my clothes..i cooked lunch for everyone..yummy,sinigang na baboy! hehe..
then veronica called and she wanted to go swimming..then in a few minutes we got ready, and off we went to island cove..hehe,ok naman its not that crowded..un nkapag relax ng konti..then after we went swimming..we went to the zoo..at first i thought it was jst a mini zoo for kids..but i was amazed..the zoo is quite big..ganda dun.. we had a gr8 time hangin out with the animals.. butterflies,birds,ostrich,bearcats,deer,rabbits,tigers,snakes,turtles,crocodiles and monkeys..every animal has their own compound..so they can move freely..ang saya, enjoy tlga..tapos ung ambiance dun, romantic, tabi kce ng dagat..presko ng hangin..i want to come back there..mas magiging masya tuloy kung ksama ko xa..wla lng..he says he wnt to see it too..sana nga..wla lng..so we cud spend sumtym 2gder..hehehe..wla lng..

nafeel mo na ba ung nsa isang napakagandang lugar ka tapos lumilipad lng utak mo, at xa ung iniicip mo, n sana kasma mo..hay naku..wla lng..ganda nung place, nkakadala lng ng emotion..wla lng ulit..

at ung excitement anjan pag magkktxt o mkkpgusap kyo..lalo na pag palapit kna at mgkikita na kyo..hehehe..

ok ok ok

2005-05-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

hehe
had 6 amazing shots sa training knina..
at least ndi nadimaya ang mga kakampi ko sa akin ngyng araw na ito..
gnun ba daw pag inspired?
hehehehe..

tried fixing my blog..
ok ba?
wla lng..
aun,capping na..
kakakaba..

basta..aun..
hehehe..

2005-05-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

found this while fixing my stuff..reminds me of sum1..hehehe!!!