i feel so tired and so weak..
i've been preoccupied with a lot of things lately..
things that pressured me..
school stuffs..
grades..
games..
myself..
hay..hirap ng buhay talaga..
everythngs seems to be a routine nlng..
wlang kakaiba,wlang special,wlang magic..
(naghanap pa daw ba)
seriously..i feel so plain..
as in, define plain un ako..
simple lng naman..pero plain lng talaga..
ang daming bagay kong gustong gawin..
ung iba kailangan ko ng gawin,hindi ko magawa..
at ung iba dapat ko ng gawin,ang problema ayaw kong gawin..
siguro iniicip mo naloloka na ako sa mga sinsabi ko..
maari nga..hehe..
nakakaloka buhay ko..
sa totoo lng hirap na hirap nko..
gusto kong mglaho ng parang bula..
hay naku..
o sya cge na..
paalam..

..hay hirap talaga..
parang gusto ko ng mag giv up..
ang daming commitments sa maraming bagay..
na i feel so guilty kce parang i cnt seem to balance them..
ok lng lng kung may isang nageexcel..
kso parang lhat kulang ang binibigay ko..
pressured with a lot of things..
hay naku..
help..
i knw i failed at sumthing..hirap talaga..
buti nlng i have the pipol hu luvs me..na pinaparamdam nila na andyan parin sila for me..
aun sa knila lng ako kumukuha ng lakas, at ngiti sa mukha ko..hehe..
i want to have some rest as soon as matapos ang lahat ng pinagkakabusihan ko..
i knw God will help me with this..

hay..im soooo tired..
i jst came home from an out-of-town work!
we've been busy doin our community diagnosis..its like the so called thesis, or watever u wanna call it..crap! its very tiring! we've been working on the draft since saturday and we havn't finished it yet til this evening..
Hay nku,tapos sabay sabay pa halos lahat sa mga requirements..parang ndi ko na kaya..napapagod nako..at eto pa,alam mo kung saan ko nabaling ang lahat ng pagod at pressure na ito? hay naku sa pagkain!! kain ng kain ng kain! ndi ko na alam kung ano na..basta masarap kumain..i knw i gained weight again!
Life talga..ang daming sacrifices..sana lng sa huli nito e may magandang resulta..at pagkatapos ng ka busihang ito,e magkaroon ako ng tym para sa sarili kong buhay at sa pinakamamahal ko! miss ko na xa..

it's really touchy wen sum1 you love does you a favor..
lyk waking up early in the morning for you..
hay nku,wla lng..bait lng kce,masaya pag ung sinsbi ng isang tao,pinangangatawanan nya..
that's my man!
hehe..pag nakikita ko ung mga poster na ginawa nya,napapangiti nlng ako,kce effort nya un..
i was surprised dat day..dami nangyari..
msaya na sana kso later that afternoon i got hit by my team8's elbow on my face during practice..
hay ang basketball..that's the first tym na nasaktan ako after almost 2 yrs of playing ball..
i got hit at the left side of my lip..ang panget! sobrang bleeding dat tym..mdyo ngswell pa..i cried, coz i thought i lost my tooth,im wearing braces pa kce kya over sa bleeding..ang panget tlga..it really hurts..aun..ice ice xempre..cry baby nanaman daw ako..
sakto pagdating ng baby ko, may pasalubong na box of gonuts donuts..hehe at least nahimasmasana ako..gonuts un e..joke lng..xempre dumating na xa kaya medyo na relieve ung pain..hay..kya ngyon 3 days na,pagaling na ung singaw pero medyo may maliit na bruise sa outer part lip..ang pangtet tlga..para akong may mole..nakakainis..pero pawala na rin kya ok na ulit siguro by next week..
hay buhay nakakapagod kce ang dami kong gingawa..ang daming requirements..pero petiks parin ako..ano na ba nangyayari sakin!!! hay nku..tapos finals pa..may cdx pa na kailanagan tapusin..may mga research pa..hay naku..nauubos na ako..
pagod pagod parati..

things were fine..
Lady Generals Basketball team gunning for 3rd place @ the WNCAA..
Generals Men's Basketball team @ the number 1 spot @ the UCAA..
diba ang ganda..
aun so far so good naman dito sa buhay buhay..
i am very thankful of wat God has been giving me..dami nyang magagandang gingawa..khit ung mga bagy na ndi ko pa hinihingi..hay Lord bait mo talaga..
malapit ng matapos season namen..wish ko lng mgaing maganada din ang grades ko sa academics..hirap kce talaga sabay sabya pa..salamat sa mga tulong ng mga klasm8 ko..aral aral..lapit na finals..pagatapos nun,ang dami ko ng freetym..mapagbibigyan ko na din ang mga taong napaghintay ko na makasama..hay namiss ko na sila..
aun wla lng..napadaan lng..

*peaceout*

yes..just like any kid..i want to go here! wla lng..para magsaya..makikita ko sina mickey at minnie mouse..at mga disney characters..hehehe..

busy mxado..
school works..
basketball and stuff..
wla lang i jst wish i cud go back blogging soon..

ON ME
The Bottom Line
Some see everything in a negative way. Your creativity gives you brighter visions.
In Detail
Love can be a tricky business, especially when it makes you lose all sense of perspective. While it's important to forgive and forget, it's equally as important to notice reoccurring patterns or unhealthy interactions that reoccur in this relationship. Older partnerships are especially affected by this influence, so keep your eye peeled. It's a good idea to tackle issues when they come up instead of sitting and fuming about them.

ON US
It's hard to have perspective regarding someone you care about, but you both need a big dose of it. If one of you has an issue with something the other is doing, don't get caught up in a big, confusing dance of dissent. Take some time and think about what, exactly, you're objecting to. Does it have more to do with yourself than the mistake you think your friend is making? Hmmm. That's some interesting food for thought. Make sure you digest it thoroughly before speaking your mind.

FAn's Day daw?

wla lng..kakapagod buhay buhay..
dami nangyari,dami din kwento..masya malunkot..
hehe..
wlalng..

sept. 3..
i was supposed to take a terminal exam for my duty at the lying in..
surprisingly i came very early and just in time for am assist in the delivery room..sum1s on labor..
well thanks to my groupmates,they were very nice to me..and lend me a scrub suit..
i assisted in the delivery and after an hour i rush to my basketball practrice..early that morning..
then, i met my friends, lucy, gel and mary..we went to dlsu-d to catch the basketball game of our lovies..hehe..the hul bus trip to dasma was full of kwentos..non stop..hehe..we arrived just on time..aun, ang saya..they won against dlsu-d..den trip back to manila was very nice too..
i had tym with him..gnun lng..simple lng kme e..baby ko talaga..hehe..
i love you..

then knina..we had a game against LCCM..hehehe..nanalo kme..xempre masya..
kso ndi mxado..ginawa akong first five ni kots ko..nagulata tlga ako...ndi ako sanay..aun ok lng naman..sayang..wla lng..hehe..ok lng..not bad for my first tym..nyehehe..sna nxt tym mas mgnda mapakita ko..2-3 na kme..nxt game st.scho..babawi talaga ang Lady generals sa mga scions!!! hahaha...